Yesterday I spent a few hours with my very Dear Friend. It seemed like we never stopped talking and still had soooo much to say to each other. It was like we could have sat there on her sofa and talked for days and never cover the things that we wanted or needed to say. I don't know what to say or do to make my Dear Friend's journey any easier other than to be there to listen to her always. And take time with her to take time out to play. As her youngest Daughter said when we walked in the door, "Mom, I brought you a toy!" That will be stashed in with the other many memories that I will pull up and get a little chuckle out of when I need it. And something to remind her of in years to come, when her Mom comes out on the other end of this journey. My friend got a call when I was there that they were going to check her out further...I panicked inside. Didn't know what to do. I had to push down the anger that I felt for that instant. I said to myself...bullshit...enough. I love you my Dear Friend and so does soooo many people, as you have found out, and we are all there to hold our Warrior friend up when you don't feel like it. Let us be the Warriors for you. Current Mood: hopeful
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